Im so sorry... I cant bring myself to write part 2 as of yet.. I feel so sad so depressed as if my life has no more meaning... I do not know why im feeling this way... It confusing me... I hav nth to look forward to, all the happy times were erased ... the sad and some of which are fictional images comes to my mind.. I jus wish someone wud share my pain.. but.... im not ready yet.. there too much implications i cannot say and the outcome is is a question mark... i m no longer sure of myself. I wish i cud go bak all the way to the day i was born and live life again in another way .. to amend the mistakes of my past. or perharps theres no more need. God or someone had guided mi thus far and lady luck have been xtremely kind to me.. Guess i cant fail them whoever they are.. I jus wish everyday was perfect... bye ppl dun find inspiration from my sadness instead look for the better tmr!