Again i must apologise for the late entry..(chorus: not again=.="...) Aniwae too many things have happened..i cant delve into it for it something personal..but den again i can say it in such a way dat nobody understands. Crazy huh? lets begin.


Intermission>> The newly constructed doors splintered and collasped as they land on a hapless Hell Pride. The other vile demons turn their attention on the rude intruder. The man with his well defined body, calmly walk down the dusty steps with his hand on his sword, the Rebellion
. He snorted and gave the astonished demons no respect at all. A serene whistle blew out from his mouth and then he stood before the demons, a look of defiance in his crimson eyes. His whistle died out and all was quiet. Suddenly in a quick manuever, he threw Rebellion in the air and proceeded to don his red overcoat with style. The spinning sword came thundering to the ground and into Dante's outstretched hand. " I have not even give a name to my shop yet and now it is wrecked. I hope you guys have enough to pay for this!"


Oral was bad or was it good? i cant realli decide. Firstly my emotions was extremely unstable..i couldnt control myself and realli i just struggled thru. i kept blabbering out rubbish and things i have been taught not to do.. The examiners were merciless as they threw question after question at me. It was lucky i stopped crying be4 i attempted the oral or i realli dun noe how i cud have done it.. Maybe i wud just sit there and sob for mins n waste everyone time>_>) just something funni form the crying.. lol i actually stopped crying after i reminded myself Hey ben guess what? u have no more tissue so dun cry animore or u have nowhere to wipe those disgusting fluids. Ya it did great but my mind was total blank... Erm guys how did i do when i was there? i wan some reassurance. Secondly i was totally not looking at the examiners.. they mus be realli pissed lor.. But staring at the fruits made me look up once in a while but i was too upset le.. Im so ashamed i have totally flunked the oral.. i think i did everyone wrong.. Thanks everyone for the concern dat day esp my oral buddies( those that have oral on the same day) some of the E1 ppl jasbir koh and daphne chow. Thanks a lot.. jasbir u were damn funni dat i actually laugh while i was crying lor! Well if u wan to noe why i was crying solve the riddle, One year six months+ bad day + memories + anguish + ???( cannot say , sorry=.=") = sadness.. i told you lor no way to solve this one...

Intermission>> Dante stood there like a statue his face mocking the unwelcome guests from hell. His fingers beckon for them to make thier attack and a streak of pure cockiness was painted all over him. A hell pride finally falling in to the temptation of wanting to tear him apart swung ferociously with his black scythe. Dante just cooly sidestep the reckless charge and was in a moment right behind everyone. He grinned as two scimitars came flying out from his swift hands, One red the other blue. With a sigh of triump, he plunged the thin scimitars into his adversaries midsection. soon he was making an diagonal cut across the hell prides who colud only look on helplessly. As his confidence grew, the speed of his scimitars hasten. By then Dante slashes was so fast and blinding that the unfortunate bystanders were just decimated in a whirlwing of fire and wind. " Sweet Babbbyyyyy!" "He strode thru the lifeless street and glared at the sunset sky, at the magnificient tower that was standing stark and brilliant in the middle of the city. " Its been a year since we last met. Where does the time goes?" High above the Tower Te-Men-Ni-Gru, a figure in a blue overcoat look at dante with an unsettled and anxious look. He cluctched his samurai sword the Yamato tightly and his other free hand grasp his warm amulet hung around his neck. " Dante.."

Okay games made me forget abt my sadness for a while. And yes i finally unlocked thy HANDCANNON! yes the ultimate magnum in my hands now at least in virtual reality. Den again i dun think anione noes wad im talking abt. Im glad dat i have a lot of frens who supported me during this difficult time and yet i m the onli one to save myself in the face of prelims.. It feels hurtful dun you think? To devote my spirits and mind into something becuz something gave me a hope of a bright future. Something gave me happiness but all gd things have to end. I never felt happier in those months and now i never felt worse. If given a choice were i rather enjoy heavenly joy den sunk in the depths of hellish nightmares or were i rather be obviloius to it all? I do not noe what went wrong or did anything even go wrong in the first place.. Something hurt me alot and i admit i hate it. But my memories my belief myself is telling mi to go on no matter how painful it is now.. to fight for a slim hope. Yea even if i end up hurt i wud feel worthwhile as i have fought truely for something so important. That something gave me a will to live and i will not allow it to be robbed awae.. I noe those memories meant alot and is not just a sweet dream. I may gather dat u might not care or we might not even be frens no more.. It hurts a lot u noe dat? the whole world collaspes on me this 3 months..its not realli yr fault.. perharps im too sensitive.. and mistook it for it being genuine..However for the 1st time in my life its clear where i must go from now.. i never felt so in charge of my own destiny i noe i mus not lose hold or u will drift awae and i will regret a 2nd time.. dun feel hurt if u do im sorry let me carry my self inflicted pain thruout this last days maybe there is a brighter future den.. Its painful for me to carry on sometimes i feel my tears are in vain.. i hate myself at times to believe in something.. But i noe that it is still worthy to fight for.. for i treasure happiness alot.. Let me be myself okie? i do not want to continue the empty smile.. just to please everyone when i just end up dying.. Im sorry if i dau you or i look realli pissed or unhappy.. sorry dats the way i m.. It meaningless when im not myself i shudnt realli care abt anione animore but my heart sadly cannot be frozen it will still force me to be friendly.. i just hope dat everything can be like in the past.. but it may be too much to ask.. I will never give up ..for hopes memories and myself... I dun wan to cry animore..gd luk for everyone prelims--

I should have been the one to fill you dark soul with llllliiiiigggggghhhhhhttttt!!! If there is a chance.. i noe its a bit emotional sorry..>_> i just ned to let it out..