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Saturday, September 23, 2006
hm i dun see anyone around...wadever... Aniwae we won the soccer match lolx kudos to everyone who took part or cheer us on. Nth much to talk abt except that choo now owns everyone a drink lolx.
My prelims are um not too shabby but it doesnt realli matter to me-- its just dat there is no more meaning le... even if i gt A1 in everything, so wad? ya i wud be happy for a while den realli its not like its worth a lot... Treasure everything u have.. dat point came bak to me yst when the show showing missing people one, i realli feel sad for that guy who lost his wife for reasons unknown. for 13 years, no news. I think i wud be dead if dat happens. It jus suddenly dawned upon me to treasure wad i have- frens.
Just want to get my point across--in the slimmest hope dat ur reading this, its my veri own feelings..i dng myself justice... Just dun feel offended dun cry either cuz i did that more den u probably u.. i wan to vent it out.. i never felt so sad in my entire life..its the truth..this is it.. there no point in hiding it rite?
Nero:"Is it wrong to feel for someone, is love so powerful dat it can make and break friendships? Apparently to me, that is the situation. Can you even see the tears, the torture, the pain i have to go thru? What about you? Can you understand what im going through? Dun you feel cruel, by cutting all links with me. For 3 months, we have not spoken to each other.. What have happen between the two of us? How can things change overnight? So dramatically?! I cant deny it- sometimes i hate you for abandoning me for yr cruelty.. You noe how painful it was to study for prelims?!!! I cud'nt do anything.. I keep thinking back to the past.. the beautiful memories. You changed, i dun noe you anymore.. Why cant we just have a nice chat, to revert back to the normal. if only we tried, both of us. i just want to let you know-- you broke a boy's heart. We are now worse than strangers... its like being in a nightmare... But i still feel for you, i still think there is hope..pls dun crush it... Time would not heal this wound..only if we tried... I wish i could forgive you..let it be a new start okay?"
Rachel:""
I just hope we can be like in the past carefree and great buddies.
now you notice i talk a lot!