i tried blogging several times le but always end up deleting it...Have you ever had that urge to blog alot but suddenly when ur at the create post screen your mind a blank? i also dun noe what to say either now lor..so talk abt plans ba

True Style Tourney
Im thinking of joining the swordmaster section.Hm but my skills pales in comparision to the pros. And oh yah Fawwaz i ned the DMC3 disc back..i ned it to practice my swordmaster skills. Well i need to get past the horrors of Dante Must Die difficulty 1st..I do have some really nice original combos too bad my im totally hopeless at defensive stuff so i always get hit and die..Ok so the plan is to get a video recorder.

Work
Oh man i guess i mus be working too again...i do need the money for a couple stuff..actually a lot! I hope the job that jimmy talk abt can go thru..
Wishlist!:
-Sony Ps3(Dream ON!Its a 1000+ for god sake!)
-I really wan to own a real life sword...
-Maple Cashcards!
-A Laptop!(under the pretext of using it for studies hehehe...)
-Decorate my horrendously sparse room..
-A new memory card
-im not getting a new phone though..unless all the stored messages are transferable..
-Get some more clothes
-Buy presents for ppl de bdae
-Watch movies!
-Oh yah and buy Dvds movies too(almost forgot that!)
-Eat KFC everydae(wad a joke i will get fat!O.O)
-Accessories!Rings necklances!(LOL abit overboard le..)
-Get some books too (im dead bored at home..)
-I donate some moni so i can sleep in aircon every single day<3!
-Donate some to charity..(wrenches my heart to be unable to help the ppl..)
-Buy The Black Pardae cd(Support MCR!)
-keep the money for emergency use ba

Since i read somewhere that MCR at first atually wrote songs to help them over depression..to let them vent their fustration out..im also veri depressed but im also happy i actually survived these few months(phew i never did any silly life-ending things..) Its not veri great but aiyah i onli spent 5 mins on it only...(Pls Read: Tis song is not to meant anything..jus to express my sadness only..)

Dun You think Im Dumb?

(Sad Background piano sounds)
As all hopes extinguishes
I foolishly hang onto you
So that i can be together
With someone i no longer know...

If i had to cross the river of fire
I will gladly oblidge cuz
All i realli want to be
is your companion...

Chorus:
Dun You think im dumb
To cling onto a dying tree
To brave the storms of life
To tear a hundred sorrow
just for you?

Sadness still fills my heart
How i wish i could still lie
on you to face my fears
to walk on to a new day...

Chorus

I wish i had enough of you
But i still(If your listening)
love you...