Hm i gt 10 marks ba..guess its not bad^^minus 2 get 8 ba..Can go quite a lot of jcs but i really dunnoe where to go..For myself? For my friends? For my parents? Or is it for my own dreams?
I really hate having to make decisions like dat... I really miss my friends but at the same time, i need to folo my dreams.Where shud i go?!

I was kinda guilty..Ying jie looks pretty upset..Maybe i shud have done something, like comfort her or console her..but i guess im just really lousy..i could only watch..im feel dumb and stupid..I wish i have the courage still. Some ppl feel like i have changed but..im really still the same person from 10 years ago. Maybe i underwent alot of stuff dat really forces me to change..but i dun wanna be someone else! I really wish i will always stay de same till i die..Just maybe more courage to speak up for ppl who deserve it.

I hope everyone got what they wanted and best of luck in whatever path you choose.

I really dunnoe..You have probably forgotten abt me..maybe erase me from your memories... Is it really hard to reply to my smses? Am i really so hated by you?! What did i do?! I find it hard to cry anymore, i really just wish someone would love me..I feel so lonely and sad.. But here i am, crying again for you. I wish i could stop..but i really like you..I just dun understand..what have happened... Do you know..I actually wrote about you in the o levels English compo "dreams" I was so prepared to fail...did you ever know? That day just before the EL exam, i really have a very real like dream..I dreamt that we were beside together,waiting for your bus at the bus stop. We didnt say anything but we smiled to each other... And when your bus arrive, i was like waving a final goodbye to you..I woke up crying..It was so real..I cannot believe it was not true... I told all of dat to the marker...I wrote dat i wish to score 6 marks in the o levels so i can go to whatever JC u chosen..So dat i can still see you..

Maybe i dunnoe anymore..Maybe..today is the last day i ever see you...