Today the teacher raised the possibility of Dinner & Dance which is like a form of graduation dinner
Even though its really far away, my frens have started discussing it
Like some really nasty but nice gossip ;P
But more importantly, our partner to go with to the dinner..
As most of us are in the Bachelor club..We are all really worried
We all really hope we can find somebody to come along wit us and be our dance partner(even though none of us know how to dance lol)
So everyone raised a few of their options
And i realized i dun have alot of options=(
T.T
Im worried ..
Dun wanna be alone!

And im getting really frightened by concert..
Im like suddenly omg i mite have stage fright
Wad if i bring everyone down with me?!
Im so worried..
Plus there is so much hw and so many lecture tests
It driving me mad!
All i want now is to concentrate on the concert den my life will be much more relaxed once its over
I will probably celebrate once i finish 'so nice'!
Man im so frightened..

For now homework is largely invisible to me..

Bennie out=)

God damn you Rajang and black Gravious im gonna eat you for breadfast!

Hm its getting all cheery and stuff in my blog which is really a stark contrast to the past
Why is this so?

Maybe its becus im no longer searching for love
So im no longer be troubled by it
Yes i do admire couples and talks that tempt you to think that a girlfren/boyfren is great
But when such matters ultimately lead to sadness and heartbroken-ness
Why bother?
In the end, we live to be happy(at least for me)
A relationship is just another avenue for happiness
Sometime i just feel so despaired when i see my frens' relationships go out of control
I have went through the same stage and yet im unable to help them
I believe the greatest cure must come from within and no amount of counseling will do if one is not willing to climb out of the pitfall

Im still not convinced by relationships
Someone prove me wrong?