The 4 days holiday is almost over..
How time flies
And it has been most boring once again.
But i guess i should be grateful that im actually celebrating CNY
There are alot of unfortunate people out there yea
But anyway not to digress.
Stoned for the weekend
Yesterday went to my Great-grandma house for the 'gathering'
Her house is just too small really
Maybe we should book chalet next time?
But maybe not
The family aint that tightly knitted anyway
Cant stand the thought of having to sleep next to some of them
Plus nobody will ever cough up the money anyway
Apparently everyone is too calculative to do so
But thats none of my problem yea
Problem is that the 'gathering' is missing the fun and joyful factor
Everyone just cant wait to leave
Which is partly cus there is nothing to do at her house really
But still...
You shouldnt like leave 45 mins after you just come in
That is just low..
Pathetic really
Couldnt recognise half of the people there cus frankly
They either didnt come for the last few years or we missed them
But those look like a decent bunch of people
Cousins look drastically different but that is granted since its a million years i seen them
Didnt talk to them though cus its been too long
I have an idea that im exerting a 'I look down on you aura'
Propagated by some assholes in the family
Jesus Christ
I didnt bloody look down on anyone whoever your are
Stop spreading rumors just because you are jealous
Bloody hell man
Sickening when your own family members have to resort to such measures to chalk up some self-sastifaction in gaining revenge
FFS
Anyway yea there was the hongbaos
But i didnt really care how much $$ there were
Up til now i still have not counted mine
I dont really care about those
As long as you give, im grateful.

Damn why cant our family be like ze others?
But hey i should be grateful again cus some dont even have families
Still need to let off some steam no?
Planning on going to YJ house on sat.
But i dont mind you guys come over to my house
Cus i can save on transport fee LOL

Now im gonna stone at home
Not sure really what to do..bored to tears

Sometimes life is so empty ..
Without purpose..
Wish i was doing something momunental and useful
Maybe like building a brick school for poor kids
Maybe like scaling Mt Everest
Maybe on board a space shuttle
I really wonder what you guys do on the internetz
Because frankly im bored by the 30th min.
And no i dont really look at blogs
Its quite ironical but really i dont enjoy looking at blogs
You either learn of things best not known
Or you gained a new perception and bias towards people
And trust me
They cloud your judgement.
*Resist myself from launching a tirade about media influence
Have a nice Niu Year everyone
Hope the new year will be great yes?

Or for the Morbid and Pessimistic view, to quote pink flyod
"You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today
And then one day you find ten years have got behind you
No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun"
For which if i adopt said views
I should geniunely be doing something instead of gluing my eyes to this laptop.

Bennie out=S