Due to the great abundance of time dat i have on my hands
I decided to watch movies that are considered classics but i have somehow missed out on them
It started with Terminator 2 which was a jaw-dropping movie
I swear it feels and looks like a new movie that just came out last week
ITs amazing!

Tonight i decided to watch "Saving Private Ryan"
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Gut-Wrenching
Terrifying
Nausea-inducing

And a myraid of emotions
You know watching the 1st 24 mins of the flim
It makes BMTC feels like child play
Cus the Normardy landing made my complaint abt army small and insignificant
Cus i know If i was there,
I would probably panic and turn tail
If i was there i will just probably shoot myself in the head
What is my minor suffering compared to them
Watching your platoon mates get blown to pieces
Watch your buddy who was alive a few seconds ago with his face blown off
Watch bullets fly through the air
Knowing that a single miscalculation will cost you
See Intestines and brain matter all over the place
See helpless mates cry and moan but you cant do anything to help them
God help me if i were there.

Thus this flim gives me a great motivational boost i guess for the course ahead.
After all im not putting my life on the line
But those men were
I can DO IT:)

Bennie out:(
Couldnt bear to watch the rest of the flim.
I tear for those who valiantly lost their lives